Merry Christmas from us

Most days I feel like it's all I can do to keep my head above water. I wish I had more time to write the things Stockton has been doing and figuring out but there is only so much time in the day! I do have all my Christmas done- now I just have to wrap it all. I'm really excited for Christmas this year. My boys are really into it. Stock really doesn't care but I'm just as excited to have him around for it too. He smiles all the time! Especially for his dad. Stockton LOVES his dad. He is such a daddy's boy. Whenever he hears his voice he is always looking for him and will always give his dad a big smile. Most of the time when he is awake he is really content and happy. He loves to look at toys hanging above him like his mobile or my toy that he can lay under. He is my little cuddle buddy. He HATES his car seat and so shopping is interesting. We don't get out much. He honestly eats every hour and half. No joke. And he wants like 4 oz- it's no wonder he is getting fat! He has the leg rolls and a huge belly. So cute!

My boys talk about Christmas all the time. Ty has been doing stuff lately like going in my kitchen and "making" bread. It's my bread with more flour and water and salt I think. He always wants me to try it and makes a huge mess in the process. Blake is really into throwing fits lately and I'm not sure why. He loves his brothers and is ALWAYS wanting to wrestle with Ty and Dad.

Ty the other day was picking his nose and trying to eat it when Bryan stopping him to say how gross it is. Ty told him "It tastes like chicken." I had to take him in the dr. to check his tubes since it's been about 6 months since they got put in and they did another hearing test on him. When he was done with the test he told the lady "I don't need to come back here because I can hear all that." I guess he is right!

Last Saturday two little boys were killed in a car accident near our home due to some bad driving and weather and come to find out Bryan used to play basketball with the dad on the weekend a while ago. Bryan went to the viewing of the boys and he said he was so hard to see them laying there and see the video they had done on their lives. They were doing things in the video like our boys do. Makes me hug my boys and little longer today. You just never know.

Merry christmas to everyone! I can't wait for it to come around here! It's going to be the best one ever!

Dad helped Ty build a snowman! Too bad it warmed up too much the next day and it feel over.

Stocktons Smile! =)

He is only 5 weeks old and already smiling ALL the time!

Baby Blessing

We had Stockton's baby blessing the other day. All of his uncles and Grandpa's were there to help bless him. The only one missing was my Grandpa Lowell- he is still having a ton of health problems. The only that would have made the day better would have been to have him there.

Stockton's great grandpa & ma Jenkins

4 generation photo with my grandma and dad

My parents

All 3 boys wore this cute tux on their blessing days. The blanket and booties were made by my great grandma and I wore them at my blessing.

Santa!

Stockton wishes you a merry christmas- ho ho ho!

We finally made it out of the house and went to our family Christmas party. Santa comes every year and my boys were really excited. They just stood by him all night it was so cute. Stockton is the 17th grandchild on Bryan's side- we are missing a few of the cousins in this picture.

Before you think I'm a horrible mom to not get a picture of Ty with Santa know I was doing a video and didn't get a picture in time. Don't worry I'm sad about it too.

I can't believe I have a family of 5. It's crazy!

Thanksgiving

We went to my parents house the day before Thanksgiving to have our dinner this year then stayed over night. We have been super careful to not take the baby out with a lot of people so he won't get sick so we missed the big thanksgiving at my aunts. When Blake was only 3 weeks old he caught a fever and we ended up in the ER and staying at the hospital fo a few days. I've had enough of the hospital this year so we haven't got anywhere since the baby was born. My kids have been going crazy thinking about Christmas though. Blake asks me about every morning if it's Christmas yet.

A couple of days before Thanksgiving we had a HUGE snow storm so when Bryan was clearing off the driveway my boys went out with him. This is what they looked like coming back inside. Before you think I'm a horrible mother for having him out there just know he was only mad I was taking his picture. He loved being outside.

My attempt at a Christmas card picture.

He is just too sweet.

Stockton is getting really big! I swear he is going to eat me to death. I have to feed him all the time and still give him bottles sometimes. He is a lot more alert and looking around no a days. I did try the gripe water for his tummy troubles and it seems to help. He LOVES his brothers- he just stares at them when they are around. I wonder how we got along with out him!

About my baby

My sleeping angel!

That blasted cord stub. I wish It were gone! I love how is finally getting a pot belly too.

It's interesting how different every kid is. The first couple of weeks with a newborn is always hard but once you get past the first month things usually go much better. I have a hard time with running on very little sleep. The funny thing is Stockton has slept for longer periods then my other boys ever did at this age. Which is only like 3-4 hours. He only does that every so often because usually it's every two. By the time I feed and change him though I get a hour in between feeding him so I feel like a zombie the next day. I have come to learn with this kid that if he has any poop in his diaper he freaks out. He won't let me feed him even if he is really hungry until I change that diaper so he will be screaming all the way though his diaper change. It's usually the only time he gets really upset.

For some reason I've had a hard time having enough milk for the poor little guy and we have had to give him bottles too. It's not the end of the world but it make me feel really bad when I took him to the dr. and he had lost some more weight since being in the hospital. I felt SOOOO bad. I got that news the day I found out my dad was having heart surgery the next day to put some stints in. He had two blocked valves. It was a hard day for someone who has been weepy from having a baby anyway. So I started pumping to get my milk up and trying to eat and drink better and by the end of the week (with the help of a bottle) we got his weight back up to 7 lb 2oz. Still below birth weight but more then when we left the hospital. I take him in for his two week appointment this week so I hope he has still gained more weight.

Stockton is a very gassy baby. I thought Blake was bad but Stockton may be worse. He grunts all the time and I have to help him burp or pump his legs for him to get it out. I think he has a little bit of acid reflux too because if I feed him and lay him down I can hear it coming back up his throat. He spits up a lot more then my other boys did but it's usually not tons at a time. I'm trying to hold him up after I feed him so it will settle in his stomach before I lay him down. That really sucks in the night because by the time I'm doing that he wakes up soon after. Makes for long nights.

The thing that has Bryan and I laughing the last couple of days is that his cord stub is still in and it STINKS! Holy cow my adorable little baby smells like road kill! I keep hoping it will fall out because if you put him by your face you can smell that dang cord. Don't worry- it isn't infected or anything. It's just rotten. I can't wait to really be able to bathe him too.

Whenever he is awake he will 99% of the time get hiccups. He had them all the time in my belly too so I knew he would. I bet he gets a bad case of them at least 3 times a day. They make him spit up and shake his entire body. I feel so bad for him but I don't know how to help him. They don't upset him too bad at least.

All in all Stockton is a very good baby. Most of the day in the small periods of time where he is awake he just looks around and it content. I can't get enough of holding him. The hardest part for me is my other kids end up get more neglected then usual. As in when they want lunch and I'm feeding the baby they have to wait until I'm done whenever that is. I feel bad for them but it's just life I guess.

They don't get much sweeter then this-

I could just kiss him to pieces. I can't get over how cute he is. I love this little guy!

His hair looks really blonde when we stand it up.

New and improved family

Our little Stockton is doing great! Bryan has been helping me a lot because I had blood pressure problems in delivery (again) and we are worried it will go up again now I'm home. My labor was great except for the medicine I had to be on for my blood pressure. I think it's a good treatment for terrorists if they need a new idea. I would much rather be on it then having a seizer though. I'll be typing the whole story on my pregnancy blog soon. It's private so if you want to read it give me your e-mail and I'll add you to the list.

He's here!

Meet the newest member of our family...

Stockton Lowell

Besides my blood pressure going up again everything went well. We are home and doing well. More to come later.

Halloween and waiting...

Awhile ago I asked my Dr. if he would induce me early with my blood pressure issues with my boys in the past and he said he would two weeks early which would have been Nov. 1st. A couple of weeks ago I asked him about it again and he said if my blood pressure was okay he would wait another week. So yesterday I woke up feeling a little depressed that I wasn't going to have my baby that day. I had a appointment to go in today to have him strip my membranes and I was really thinking it might just work. (I've been 3cm for a couple of weeks now) but around 10 pm last night my husband caught the nasty stomach flu my boys had had a couple of days before. Then around 3-4 am I started with the flu too. Day from heck. I haven't been this sick for a really, really long time. So I had to cancel my apt. =( I guess it wasn't supposed to be that he came soon. Tell you what- it stinks to be 9 months pregnant with a horrible flu. I've thrown up in my day but to throw up this pregnant is painful. I'm so lucky that Bryan caught it before me though. He has really helped me today, even when he felt really sick too. I woke up from a nap later in the day and he had cleaned up my kitchen and living room after he ran to the store to get me stuff to eat and drink. HUSBAND OF THE YEAR! We haven't been sick at the same time since we were very first married. I am so grateful for his help!

I was kind of glad the baby didn't come on Halloween because I had a fun day with my boys. We trick-or-treated for about a hour and half around our neighborhood. I wore my pumpkin shirt and Bryan dressed up as Eminem. I really wish I would have grabbed a picture before he took it off when we got home. It rained on us a lot but the boys had a blast. I think Bryan had more fun then the little boys though. I can't wait to take the baby with us next year.

I opened the door the other night to find this pumpkin on our porch. A friend of ours made it from a picture he had of Bryan. I think he really looks like him!

My Grandma with the boys.

I'm so glad we were feeling well for Halloween. My kids loved it this year!

Halloween Fun

We have been busy the last couple of weeks!

The cousins! I volunteered to do a party at my house for Bryan's family a while ago and everyone kept asking me if I was up to it. I thought I was but when Bryan ended up not being able to help me get ready for it it really wore me out. My blood pressure started going up and everything. Once the party actually started it was really fun so glad I did it but I won't be volunteering to do much until AFTER this baby is born for now on.

My nephew really got into the eat the donut off a string game.

My little shark. =)

We have a fun tradition around here where they decorate pumpkins and people come to see them. Sounds kind of lame but my boys like going. Maybe that's because they give you a cookie at the end.

I loved this one. We watch this pixar short all the time.

Our local college homecoming parade. The parade was boring but they did throw a lot of candy. We went with a lot of my cousins which was fun for my boys.

I usually don't dress up at all for halloween but with my belly looking like I stuffed a basketball under my shirt I needed to make it into a pumpkin. This picture really hides how big my belly really is!
Our ward Halloween party- of course he had to have them paint a batman logo on his hand.

We went to Old navy again this year for Ty's costume- He loves growling at people in it.

Don't laugh too hard because I made his costume. I always figured I would buy a nice costume for Ty and my other kids could ware them but the younger brother in this family wasn't willing to be a monkey this year.
Part of me really hopes this baby holds on until after Halloween so I can trick or treat with these guys but then other times I am SO ready to not feel like throwing up, feeling so tired it takes me a few minutes to get up my stairs and all the pain I'm in that I'm ok with him coming asap. If not maybe trick or treating will induce labor! I can dream right?

It's Autumn time!

For our family home evening all year we almost always sing the little primary song "it's autumn time it's autumn the leaves are falling down" and it goes on and on. At least when we sing it now it fits right? I've been in a lot of pain the last couple of weeks with this pregnancy so we don't get outside as much as my boys would like but we do manage to get out enough to keep them happy. I went into the dr. a few days ago and I pretty much could have this baby any day. I'm going to try to catch up on my blogging before he comes! But there is a chance he won't be her for a couple more weeks. You just never know! My Grandpa is doing a little better. It looked like he was for sure not going to make it a week ago but now he is able to swallow a little bit and move around with some help. He will be at the hospital for a couple more weeks so it looks like he will be there when I'm there having the baby.

Yes I know, my face is really, really fat. If you are nice and say "oh no it's not" I know your lying. It's huge, and it's what happens to me when I'm pregnant. But I like having proof I did things with my kids so I do get a few pictures of me with my fat face with them.

My parents and I with the boys.

My kids love my parents and brother. They get a lot of attention from them!

I wish I would have grown these myself but I bought them this year. I'm growing pumpkins next year even if my husband doesn't want to. I'm the one who plants and takes care of the garden and my kids really missed not growing pumpkins.

Ready for the deer hunt! (in about 10 more years)

I really do try to get good pictures of my kids but I'm horrible at getting their attention. I don't even care if they have a cheesy smily I just want them to look somewhat normal but that never works. So this is about the best I got of the two. How on earth am I going to get a pictures of my three boys when this baby comes?

This picture cracks me up. What is he a model? He is handsome though!

With their cousin playing in the leaves in Grandpa's backyard.

Bryan was hunting with his brother in Idaho and I was too far along in my pregnancy to go with so I let the boys set up their little kid tent in my room and sleep by me. They LOVED it and I got to have the bed to myself. A win, win!